CNM

CNM's a bitch!! I DEFEATED IT!!! HURRRR FINALLY I'M NOT STUPID. ROARRRRRRRRRR.
BRING IT ON.

Dear Grandma, Dear God...

Dear Grandma,

You've showed us the way you lived... how you've always cared about us more than you've cared about yourself...
You'd always send us to the station and made sure we were safe. Today, as I sat on the bus alone...perhaps you were sitting beside me too...
Despite the pain... you held on dearly... as we celebrated your birthday a few weeks ago...you smiled so gently...
And suddenly it turned for the worst... yet you waited for us all...
With your only strength left...the only thing you said was...thank you all...
You didn't want to see us cry...so when the nurse told us to leave temporarily...you left us discretely...
The way you lived... will be the way I learn...
One day perhaps...I'll be a good man...just like you.
Of course I love you.

Love,
Your Grandson

Dear God,

Have you been busy? I prayed never... For the results on my test. Nor for the love of the girl of my heart. Not to take my pain away... but for her to be painless everyday...
But as I see her... looking so frail... can't help but ask... Have you been busy lately?

Love,
Your Son

Econecons

I received econs results today.
29. I couldnt believe it . i was quite expecting at least 30.
I went home and checked. indeed i answered those questions wrongly.
I shall no be a loser and comment on whats over.
But what comes in the days ahead. I'll make these econ bitches pay me back double for the insult they dealt me today.
Ok!!! disappointment aside!!!
Myyyyy cutest friend has found her bliss! =D

Friday

Everything else didn't matter today. Not the 3 tests. Nor how crappy the jap test might have gone.
When I received a gift from the lil silly and sweet mouse... "For you...all the best for your test later..."(knowing i had 3 tests today), suddenly I found my inner peace that I was trying so hard to find.
Thanks minnie! you're my happy fruit! =)

To the others reading this. DONT THINK TOO MUCH. lol.

Take it off

Someone take off my mask... and award me best actor please.
Let my mask crumble. I cant hold it up anymore.
How can i still pretend to be happy.